Gone with wind, I’m drowning in a river
Caught in between the lies of a sinner
Kept inside all the years gone by
I’m trapped in a maze with blindfolded eyes
I’m lying to you and I’m lying to me
I’m running from the past that’s not chasing me
I’m up late at night just trying not to cry
Got voices in my head, am I hearing them right?
Lost in the echoes of my screams that
Don’t exist cause I won’t set them free
Got time on my mind cause it moves too fast
Like I’m caught in between the grains of an hourglass
And I don’t know where
I belong yet
And I don’t know when
I’ll figure it out
But I’m hanging on
To everything I’ve got
Cause it’s all I have
That’s keeping me up
And I swear I never meant to hurt anyone
I wanna make amends
I lost myself to a cold cruel world
That loves to see lives end
But I’m hanging on
I’m hanging on
I stand in the mirror, hours at a time
Just trying to accept that this body’s mine
My life isn’t perfect but it’s not bad
I’m conscious enough to know what I have
They say the more you smile the happier you’ll be
But when that smile is fake what the hell do you believe,
When lies get told and promises break
It takes everything I have just to look the other way
Standing on the edge I’m holding my breath
There’s a feeling in the air as I take another step
It’s eerie and its quiet, no one is around
And the rain is pouring down
And I don’t know where
I belong yet
And I don’t know when
I’ll figure it out
But I’m hanging on
To everything I’ve got
Cause it’s all I have
That’s keeping me up
And I swear I never meant to hurt anyone
I wanna make amends
I lost myself to a cold cruel world
That loves to see lives end
But I’m hanging on
I’m hanging on to the rope that’s kept me up
I’m hanging on to this life I’ve made me
And all this time, my body’s shaking
I’m hanging on to what’s left of me now