It is so hard for me to make friends.
It’s even harder when I know the person or people think there’s a hidden agenda in why I’m talking to them.
There is not.
Just because I think you’re attractive, that doesn’t mean I want anything to do with you romantically.
I’m just looking for a friend.
There is no hidden agenda with me. If I want something, I’ll tell you.
All you have to do is talk to me, be forward, ask me and I’ll tell you where I stand.
But don’t assume that I’m after something simply because I’ve messaged you a few times.
I’m not “taking the hint” because there’s no hint to take.
I’m asking for a friend, not a boyfriend or a girlfriend, just someone I can talk to and get to know who is kind to me and understanding of me.
Someone to hangout with when I’m bored or lonely. Someone to go on coffee runs with me because lord knows I like my coffee. Call them “dates”, call them “hangouts”, whatever, I’m not out scouting my next relationship, just some new people to bring into my life. Where those encounters lead isn’t up to me.
All you have to do is talk to me and you’ll find all of this out,
I just hope you don’t make assumptions and push me away before you’ve even given me the chance to be let in.
I’m just looking for a friend, which is hard for me to do,
so instead of waiting for me to take the hint,
tell me where you stand, I’ll tell you where I stand, and we can go from there.