Not that either of you are going to read this,
but I have something to say anyway.
I want you both to know that you are so kind to me and I am very appreciative of that.
I take notice to both of you because of that.
I would love to get to know the two of you as people and not just as the two guys who work at the front desk and tell me I have a pretty smile.
I hope you’ll let me into your lives, but as you probably know by now,
I will not talk to you first.
I will not initiate conversation, but please don’t take that as a lack of interest.
I have social anxiety and it prevents me from doing those things,
but I promise I’m worth getting to know as a person, as a friend,
I’m worth having in your life.
So to my two favorite boys,
thank you and I hope you both let me know you.